Brigi

I didn't cry. I was really CLOSE TO CRYING. David is amazing. Catherine is amazing. I love them so much.

(And Zachary Quinto presented the award so My Dear Zach Fangirls, you should watch this too if you'd like to see him for a few secs.)


I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE THIS.

Oh! I know what it's like. It's like when you fancy someone and they don't even know you exist.  It's like when Michael Schumacher announced he would retire from racing, after he'd won the Italian GP in 2006. That's what it's like.

(No, actually, it's even worse. But similar.)

I was REALLY hoping it will go away in the morning, iike a bad dream.

even eating Jelly Babies doesn't help. Believe me, I tried.

(And I only have one package and you can't even buy Jelly Babies in Hungary.)

(I'll try to stop posting about this now.)

DENIAL: check.
ANGER: check.
BARGAINING wtf I didn't have this stage
DEPRESSION: check.

Can I reach ACCEPTANCE nao?

I was just listening to the Doctor Who Proms. It turns out Grandma (who is downstairs right now) heard it too because she asked me what music I had been listening to because it was beautiful.

Grandma has a good taste. Murray Gold wins at life.

Okay, I can't actually believe it but I never knew how it ends. But I'm glad because this way I wasn't spoiled and LOVED IT AS HELL.

Some notes:

• I love that all the Skywalkers have those 'intuitions'. And that Luke just says "Oh, do I have a twin sister? Then it must be Leia" And when he tells her that she just says "Okay, I know.". WOW. Then how come you didn't know it before? (Don't get me wrong, I mock it cause I love it.)
• Chewbacca/Han (OMG that's just wrong but I ship it.)
• Of course I still ship Leia/Han as well.
• The Ewoks=CUTEST THING EVER. Especially the babies. OMG let me have one.
• But Jabba and all those fucking laughing creatures=ANNOYING AS HELL.

AND DARTH VADER. OMG DARTH, HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU. EVEN IF YOU HAVE AN UGLY FACE. YOU SAVED YOUR STUPID LITTLE SON. HAVE I MENTIONED I LOVE YOU? YOU ARE SEXY. AND I LOVE YOU.

This was just so perfect I'm not even sure anymore if I really want to watch the prequel trilogy. But I probably will, because I'm weak. The Force is not with me.